Thursday, March 12, 2009

Thinking at 2:20 A.M.

I can't sleep, and I'm a little nervous about where I have the courage to take my life, despite the infinite possibilities.

What is fulfillment to me?

Waking up every morning, knowing that there is nothing I would rather be doing in life than what I devote myself to.

What is that thing for me?

Making people feel the way I feel when I hear a piece of music that moves me...something that plants itself inside me and wont leave. Something that I experience in the same way that I experience life going on around me.

It isn't real life, it reflects life and intertwines itself with life, and its also an integral part of my life.

Art is an opportunity for experience, and I want to give people new chances, maybe give them a feeling that they hadn't known before.

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I live in a world where I can be anywhere in a matter of hours...and because of that I refuse to constrict myself to the piece of land I was born on.

I can see anything, I can do anything. I'm going to.

I swear.

I love so many things, why shouldn't I do them? At least one of them. Of all the people who make a life out of making music, making films, why shouldn't I be one of them?

I care so much.